92 days out till my “Final” weigh in. I’ve given myself a 6 month goal starting November 11, 2012 to turn this body around. I was (still am) overweight, unhappy, unmotivated, bored, tired and any other negative adjective you can think of. But with 92 days to go I’m 23 pounds down with a total goal of 60 pounds to lose. I’m excited about getting up of a morning. I’m happy, lighter, energetic, inspired and most important, determined. 2013, I will lose 60 pounds. Let’s revisit that……….
2013, I will lose 60 pounds.
Wanna hear it again?
2013, I will lose 60 pounds.
In fact, not only will I lose it, I refuse to find it ever again. I refuse to revisit that place in my life ever again.
I’ve got 92 days to make a dent in this number. I only have 37 pounds to go.
If you don’t believe me, mark your calendar and be back here May 11th. I’ll show you!
This weekend I ate birthday cake. And a few Skittles. And a coconut macaroon Oh a a slice of pizza. Not all at once but it was there, I was there, I was weak and I failed. I started this challenge to myself on November 11th and up until this point I’ve tried hard to not eat fast food, or junk. I have eaten those dang sugar butter cookies that come in the tin but something was different this weekend. Not sure what but my gut rebelled. Big time! Like Monday morning, feeling crappy, wish I had never seen the likes of birthday cake food hangover crappy. Anyways, so I was at a birthday party and I was away from home, away from my kitchen, away from my controlled environment and I didn’t over indulge. I didn’t pile my plate high or anything, I just had some. Some crap!
What else is good, new or just going on?
Well I thought I would slide past this one but several friends who shall name nameless (you know who you are) busted me on Facebook so……………there you have it . Happy birthday to me. Can you feel the excitement? No? Yeah me neither. I was hoping to let this one slide. It’s so funny I use to be all like “362 days till my birthday” now I’m I’m like “Wake me up when it’s over!”
However there is one thing I’m excited about today, since I’m on a mission to lose this gut, I’m not going to eat cake, ice cream or anything sweet. It’s just not happening!! I’m not sad about it one bit. I know there’s a better version of me waiting on the other side of this and eating cake and ice cream won’t get me there.
In fact I’m excited about this as much as I am about running a marathon (trust me, I get excited about those so no sarcasm here!)
Once again if you missed it from yesterday , I don’t care what life throws at me, in 6 months I will be a better version of myself. Period. I’m over this crap. It’s going to be hard but I’m up to. In fact I got my “before and before picture” trust there’s two of them and 6 months from now I’ll give my after because I know it’s got to be better than the current “before picture”
To be continued………………….